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| When the end comes, sometimes you are not that prepared. You prayed, you hoped, you wished, you prepared for the worst to come, but still the result somehow still surprised you. Reading E.E's book again. This is probably the fifth time i'm reading it. a good book, indeed! | | |
| NewsNews: David got married last September. (David David David. The sweetest friend ever!!! right, I met him 6 years ago. Wow.....6 years, i can't believe it! He's 28 this year. I met him when he was 22....just graduated from university. I could barely speak any English with him.) Iris is having a baby in March. (What? She's just got married!!! wait, that was two years ago, and i was invited to be the bridesmaid, but I was about to leave Canada so I missed the wedding. 2 years, 2 years already!! She's having a baby!!!) Time flies... | | |
| Still a mess. Talked to Karen, felt a lot better, but still not knowing what to do. I"m confused, I need more sleep, i couldn't sleep well last night. Actually didn't fall asleep till 2:00 i guess, and woke up again this morning at 6:00. I need to move to a new city, i need a new life, i need to run away, seriously, run away like a coward... What should I do????? | | |
| I'm back!!!I'm coming back to Xanga!!! Because, after comparing to MSN space, I realize how deeply in love i'm with Xanga. On MSN space, letting all the unknown weirdos watching me talking about my life makes me recognize how insecured i am... Yes i'm writing in English. because i'm stressed. Work is stressful, life is also stressful....i have to make major decisions every single year, moving around like a little pathetic mule, carrying all the suitcases, packing and unpacking, and yes, i'm packing again. Not leaving too soon, but after this one-year contract. Call me a loser if you want, whatever... ...Mom's friends wanted to introduce me to a 40 yr-old divorced man with a 8 yr-old kid. Right! It's like "buy me a BMW Z4, and I will marry you!!!" It was funny to see how furious mom was at her friend,  well, not exactly....It was sweet for mom to defend me like that...I do have a wonderful mom, though she could be very demanding and scary sometimes... Listened to Tim Hughs this morning, what a lovely guy! stop indulging in self-pity, Grace! Heads Up! Pray for His mercy...I've been very bad... PS. Alan, if you ever have a chance to see this, could you come on MSN again? I really miss you... | | |
| Was a little stressed out at work, but then again, i realized it was not just work that burnt me out, i'm also burdened with other things. I need His grace to continue... | | |
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