I'm coming back to Xanga!!!

Because, after comparing to MSN space, I realize how deeply in love i'm with Xanga. On MSN space, letting all the unknown weirdos watching me talking about my life makes me recognize how insecured i am...

Yes i'm writing in English. because i'm stressed. Work is stressful, life is also stressful....i have to make major decisions every single year, moving around like a little pathetic mule, carrying all the suitcases, packing and unpacking, and yes, i'm packing again. Not leaving too soon, but after this one-year contract. Call me a loser if you want, whatever......Mom's friends wanted to introduce me to a 40 yr-old divorced man with a 8 yr-old kid. Right! It's like "buy me a BMW Z4, and I will marry you!!!" It was funny to see how furious mom was at her friend,  well, not exactly....It was sweet for mom to defend me like that...I do have a wonderful mom, though she could be very demanding and scary sometimes...

Listened to Tim Hughs this morning, what a lovely guy!

stop indulging in self-pity, Grace! Heads Up!

Pray for His mercy...I've been very bad...

PS. Alan, if you ever have a chance to see this, could you come on MSN again? I really miss you...